So, taking on a new job, one that involves standing in front of people and actually talking (aka: my worst fear beside axe murderers and vampires,) now that's a step forward, you're Movin on, rising from your ghostly state of being and taking action, wow, you must now be excited about the change, anxious for wanting to prove yourself, and terrified that you will freeze when you see, people, stutter, some clothing item will rip off, or worse of all you'll just trip and fall flat on your face infront of everyone.
yalla, never mind, it's not your fault anyway, some people are just lost and when they find something to build or depend on for meaning to their existence, they just hang to it for dear life. only it would've been wrong, you would've been one of those soccer mums who's whole life depend on their childrens' exams and coaches, maybe this is how it's supposed to be, now you actually have to work for serenity or peace or whatever the hell you're looking for anyway.
mmm,
Well, alarmingly, none of the above. more like indifference, it's like I've stopped feeling, that was supposed to be a big thing to me but it's not. It doesn't really matter now that you're not around anymore, and it's crazy because, people aren't defined by other people, they shouldn't be, I was a person before you and i mattered to me, and now that you're gone..
yalla, never mind, it's not your fault anyway, some people are just lost and when they find something to build or depend on for meaning to their existence, they just hang to it for dear life. only it would've been wrong, you would've been one of those soccer mums who's whole life depend on their childrens' exams and coaches, maybe this is how it's supposed to be, now you actually have to work for serenity or peace or whatever the hell you're looking for anyway.
mmm,
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