Ok today I finally gathered whatever courage I had in me and started to write… write about what? Write about politics.. naah not interested.. write about our country, our ..anything. Maybe just write about myself. Sure I’ll write about myself.. I started thinking, still am. What would you write about yourself it’s the most ambiguous subject, I kept thinking how does a guy with a closed life write a lengthy novel, and how do writers voice and thread thoughts and books about every day events. What would you write when you have nothing to say.. when you have no opinions regarding what so ever, and when you fear to express them whenever you actually posses them. Is it just me or is it a general problem, that we don’t really have opinions that we’re oblivion to most of the issues that go around in our world. Is it just me or lots of other girls consider their life goal is done when she manages to get engaged or married. I just got engaged recently and right away I started thinking convenient, less tiring, closer to home, less time consuming.. where did all the huge hopes and dreams one had after college go? What happened to turning the world around, circling the globe doing this and doing that.. how did regularness get the best out of me, but never mind today I decided to change, I decided to write… so here it is, wish me luck
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Great strating rody :) I liked it, it is so like you
You know I have thought about that too when I got married...I think this is something happens to all girles when they got engaged or married because it is implanted in our brain since our childhood, we are brain washd to the idea that we are only complete when we got a man in our life... listen to all those fairy tales a mother tell to her daughter.. they are all about the beatiful girl that will get marry in the end of the story to the most handsome and bold guy in the world just because she is pretty and kind... look at the toys we got when we were kids, all those dolls in the wedding gowns and all those cring babies we need to feed and change dipers for them to shut up so we feel like little mothers when we were like 5 years old
so you grow up with your main goal in life is to become a wife and a mother.. and you will never ever feel you acomplished anything in your life until you get that done... its out of your hand no matter how hard you try to change it or pretend you don't feel this way...you can't help it
just do your daughter a favour and save her from this tragedy and maybe then you will feel relifed :)
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